Anger and jealousy can no more bear to lose sight of their objects than love.

I laugh at the thought that I knew this was going to happen. How could it not? Separate schools, different friends.
Just talking one day, then something had happened. It was night time, just saying random things to him, when suddenly, he went silently. I had stopped talking and worried about if I had done something wrong.
Later on, he had told me that his friend, ______, had liked him. What had gone wrong with my unfortunate mind. My mind was spiraling out of control. I sat there, frozen, several emotions were going through my mind. Even though it was nothing to worry about, I could not control my mind. I was being delusional and thinking the crazy, pathetic thoughts that would not even happen. I was thinking that he would change his mind on me and break up. Not even that, but to even cheat. I know he would not even try that, but my mind would not comprehend. I was also thinking, "Why me, she's prettier. Probably even more fun to hang out with. She's in the same school as you too, so why not her instead?" He kept trying to calm me down, seeing what was wrong with me. After ten minutes, I snapped out of my trance and quickly brought in my emotion of utter anger. I could not bear the thought of this any more and wanted to punch a wall, but did not. So I grabbed a random object and threw it against my wall. Why was it so hard to control my emotions over the most simplest matter. I blame love. I was crazy in love with this guy, not like before with other guys. Damned that emotion, jealousy.