Awfully Stressful

Mmhmm. Just wanted to relax for Friday, but apparently that did not work out until after school really. Thankful for Sarah and Dandrich cheering me up though, I can always count on them for the help~

Dandrich woke me up, got in a bit of a bad mood and got ready for school. Walked, went to class, felt my heart drop slowly as I thought more about it. Shouldn't even have to worry about it at all, but learning bit by bit still on how to control unnecessary thoughts. Could not stop thinking about what happened and which made me bomb my Algebra 2 Quiz, Oh well. Volleyball made me get mad because apparently I went in the 'Loser' side, but that's not what made me mad. I was not even paying attention at all in Volleyball and kept zoning out. Other team won, my team lost, woo! This is where I get a bit irritated. Apparently, a few people were complaining that some people did not deserve to go on the professional teams, not like they could do any better, so why bitch? Besides that, the teams were extremely good and the game was fun/intense to watch. Bravo to them! P.E. ended and it was time for break. I was really quiet, and I got irritated during this time. I was just thinking of a thing that bothered me from the morning, but for some odd reason... it was interpreted to be another problem that I did not resolve at that time yet, which I was getting to, but ehh. It really made my day quite stressful that I had to ignore my good friend since I did not want to deal with it at all from that point. Vented out my thoughts to a few people, thinking it would've made me feel a bit better and forget for a while, but did not actually work. This situation of me ignoring my good friend had hurt him and my heart just completely dropped from hearing that. Fucking damn... I was so sorry for doing that, I was just causing more stress than what it could have been an all time low. Felt awkward later on after school when I saw him, just tried to distract myself from talking to him, but still felt my heart dropping more as I did that. Best friend, Sarah! came to my house and cheered me up as usual, hurrah! Went to eat at Pho and became hyper when we went back to my house. We talked, laughed, and was crazy as our usually fun-self's do. Dandrich called in our crazy-ness and we were talking about odd things. Sarah went home, called back Dandrich and had vent all my thoughts to him about the problems. I absolutely love him, he listens to what bothers me and is pretty chill with everything and tries to help on what he can. Things became better when I finally spoke with 2 of the people I needed to talk with. They went to sleep, but chatted with more people a bit before hitting the hay.

Hopefully, Saturday will become a better day than Friday.